BEGINNING!!

definitely MAYBE the beginning of the END is after FOREVER..

Stolen thoughts.

Animated grizzle,
commands attention.
shades of uncertainty,
almost certain.
Memories, I wish I forgot.
As I get lost in my stolen thoughts.

Comfort of a pause
hits you hard.
leaving behind a trail of questions.
for the answers, they are almost barred.

Everything has a purpose,
but nothing comes even close.
Satisfaction is just temporary.
Peace of mind can sometimes make you weary.
Freedom is what I plot,
When I am in the company of my stolen thoughts.

DAWN...

wake up dawn,
pour me your illusions.
take me home,
paint my visions.

the drowning fake
screams for help
the change burned itself
for nobodys sake

empty spaces
melted without a trace
leaving behind
a restless confused mind

blamed be thee
for setting me free
blessed be thee
for not being me

wake up dawn
i aint sleeping
hear my voice
kill my noise

let yesterday be tomorrow
make my feelings glow
its never too late
dont forget me with the sunset

shadow of thee
in my dreams i always see
let me be
your sweet melody

wake up dawn and ,
i promise ill be gone
i guess i just misunderstood
i guess i got lost in your mood.
or maybe i wanted to feel good.

let this be forgotten
let me be forgiven
pinch off my numbness
clothe me with the reality dress

the miracle..was not to be
ill forever miss ur company
the miracle ...it never happened
God bless u my friend
God bless u smarty pants!!!

technicolor mind!!

the technicolor mind,
speaks in black and white.
it knows not why,
its the chosen light.

free thoughts make you pay,
unexpected as u may say.
questions of the mind,
let it die.
dont seek to find
the reasons for another wasted day!!

happy hours are here to stay,
frozen tear drops are there to play.
meaningless it may seem
no doubt it sounds so grim
but dont blame it for being of a different kind
its just the dark voice ..
of your technicolor mind!!

BEZOOMNY!!

Rescue stretches beyond desire,
as time burns in the eternal fire.
The waiting never seems to end,
with anger, it gels a perfect blend!

another hour,
another day.
A new hope,
to a new God i pray.
Under a new sky i lay!

Conspired by changes,
that never touched you.
Amused by liars,
and their stories ,ever so true.

Jealousy runs the race,
disguised as a pretty face.
Surprising you with its inevitable pace.
As u try in vain,
to search its trace.
Fooling everyones guess!!

your eyes fight back the tears,
mocked by the never-ending fears.
Sometimes u wish u could cry out loud.
forcing the rains from the cloud.

The voice of your demon.
makes your soul numb
But u still can hear them shout!!

kill the puzzle,
And open the doors of reality.
Answer the call
And walk the streets free and pretty
Kick the confusion ball
With love ,peace and empathy!!

BEZOOMNY!!

Rescue stretches beyond desire,
as time burns in the eternal fire.
The waiting never seems to end.
With anger, it gels a perfect blend!

Another hour,
another day.
A new hope,
to a new God i pray.
Under a new sky i lay!

Conspired by changes,
that never touched you.
Amused by liars
and their stories ,ever so true.

Jealousy runs the race,
disguised as a pretty face.
Surprising you with its pace.
As u try in vain, to search its trace.
Fooling everyones guess.

your eyes fight back the tears,
mocked by the never-ending fears.
Sometimes u wish u could cry out loud.
forcing the rains from the cloud.

The voice of your demon,
makes your soul numb.
But u still can hear them shout!!

kill the puzzle
and open the doors of reality.
Answer the call
and walk the streets free and pretty
Kick the confusion ball.
With love ,peace and empathy!!

untitled

the sky looks confused from here..
never ever saw it so near.
wonder if the bottom rung is still slippery.
wonder if those people are still making merry..

i look down and then i see..t
he last few of those frightened trees,
i long to be with them,
a chance to redeem my shame.

it was there,
i learnt to laugh and cry,
learnt to chase the winds..
now iam flying high,with my sins..

this city is not to blame..
its just that i forgotten my name,
this city has given me everything,
embraced my dreams.

but am i happy living in this coloured world??
where u can even set fire to the freezing cold.
this city grows big each day.
wonder what game it intends to play,

i fear the ultimate choice..cause i would loose my voice,,
if i had to decide where i would live.
whether in the shadow of the naked tree..
or drunk in my greedy adopted city!!