how long!!!

I ask...how long..how long...

how long will you follow your glory???
how long will you face this unknown fury??
how long can u be sorry??
how long will you feed the hungry tide?
how long will you let your mood be your silent guide??
how long will darkness sleep by your side?
how long will you hold on to your pride??
how long will this mystery fight with your sanity?
how long will you burn in the flames of unforgiving pity??
how long will this monotony rule??
how long can you play the fool??
how long will you hide your hate??
how long will you carry the burden of regret??
how long will you live for your fate??
how long will the moon make u feel happy??
how long will youir eyes stop u from seeing the things u wanna see??
how long will you blame your past??
how long is this gonna last??

i ask again..
how long???????

IF....

IF i was a king...
i would be shy!!
IF i was a bird...
i would still be learning to fly!!
IF i was to be born again..
i would still be the same
IF i was someone else..
i would have been a better person!!
IF i was the moon..
i would be jealous of the sun,
IF i had met u before..
u would still be amused,
IF i had never met you ..
i surely would have changed!!
IF i was the human mind..
i would forever fight with my brain..
IF i was a wise man ..
i would turn insane!!
IF i was my voice..
i would forever keep shut,
IF i was your voice..
i would be forever sought!!
IF i was the time,
i would be late..
IF i was a fish,
i would swim towards my bait..
IF i was this,
i would love to be that..
IF i was the peacock..
i would love to be a fat cat!!

i thank god.. i thank me..
that I am I
sometimes flying high!!
mostly living a lie!!
ALWAYS a simple guy!!!!

ACT 1 SCENE 4

no oneknows the reason..
no one knows the answers!!
not even the mighty sun..
or the foolish prodigal son..
the mystery hangs in the air
inviting fear!!
amidst all this
the show goes on ..
as no one wants to miss the bus..
for the ABSURD CIRCUS!!

the stage gets all the more bigger..
the silence echoes all the more louder!!
the past digs in all the more deeper..
the present fades away all the more quicker!!
as the lover turns looser
leaving hate as his only SAVIOUR!!
the crab looses grip..
as u watch the tide-ridden waves leap..
the good old moon will vanish soon,
but none will remember
the beauty of its craters!!
it is for sure..
that no one can cure the madness..
..no one can slow the pace..
..no one can remember ugly faces..
..no one can fill the void of SENSE..
threatening their very existence..

AM I JUST STATING THE OBVIOUS????
or am i just killing time..
IN THE ABSURD CIRCUS!!!!!!