realisation - a vicious circle

REALISATON dies once again..
drowning in the ecstacy of pain.
immaculate uncertainty,
calling the winds of pity!!

Crystal drops of intoxicating illusion,
is what u call your own..
towering waves of confusion
driven by the conspiracy of the unknown!!

Your wings still refuse to fly.
your mind never cease to die.
those promises will always ..
grow under the shadow of the big lie.
leaving you forever high and dry!!

Defeated.
lost.
cheated..
by your trust.
u’ve made your face all teary.
u’ve befriended misery!!

and just when you see ..
that the thin ice has started to crack
and just when u wonder ..
if this is the final cut.
And just when u thought ..
u have finally reached the end.
REALISATION comes back
to save you..once again................